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[May. 28th, 2006|04:19 pm] |
rip mrs. lapensee
i cant even believe she died! she died..thats susans mom. thats honestly the worst thing ive ever heard.
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[Apr. 30th, 2006|09:23 pm] |
i gotta go to the bathroom
hold on
ok im back
that feels better
i also stole a shirt from carly's closet while i was there
i love that my sister is back
OMGGGG such a good weekend
WHO IS CALLING ME
its mommy calling from downstairs
she wants to know if i want to watch flightplan
IVE ALREADY SEEN THAT!!! grrr
oh well at least i dont have to spend family time
suchhhh a good weekend. right.
JULIEN.
ahhh
he wants me
i can feel it
i want him
I WANT JULIEN
ahhh hes so hot he grew out his hair the TINIEST BIT
but the only problem is he might not come back to camp
YOU CUT ME DOWN A TREE YOU BROUGHT IT BACK TO ME AND THATS WHAT THEY SHOULD SEE....im listneing to coldplay
"Thats where i belong, and you belong with me" how sweeet is that
i want a boyfriend dammit
im tired of being the promiscous whore
:(
whos excited for fashion show? not me/
actually, we get to miss a lot of class
so thats always good
and i had ABSOLUTLEY NO HOMEWORK THIS WEEKEND
FUCKKIN RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt
wooooo
jess, i love you. they can all fuck themselves.
im sur[prisinly happy.
fine. im going to watch flightplan even though ive seen it and its not good.
family time is always best when its forced8-) |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|10:41 pm] |
i cant remember ever having a better night in my life. except now im in SOOOO much trouble....im not allowed to sleep out till camp. yikes. ah well....im not going to say it was worth it because it wasn't. but it was still an awesome night. this time though...matt's not gonna suck me back in. ive got him this time. ive got him wrapped around my swollen finger. ( my infection is getting better though. hehehehe
i love anna
and il oev jess
and all in all, an excellent weekend
i love long weekends. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|09:16 pm] |
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i am laughing for no particular reason. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
glad i got that out
eeeeew passover coming soon...like tomorrow
also jeff's birthday
i know you all already have that in your calendars. hahaha
WOOO LONG WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!
yayyyyyyyyyy
want to get some good ol feinstein action this weekend
purrrr
on thep hone with jess
makin plans;)
mmm plans |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|09:39 pm] |
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| | I can see it now- Oasis | ] |
A - Available? of course
A - Age?: 14
A - Annoyance: LACUNA COIL!!!!!!!! (aka worst band in the world), immigrants who cant speak the language, dumb people, nicole richie and paris hilton's fight ( just make up already!!), and homework.
B - Best Friend?: ogus, amy, britt, jess, gabi, anna
B - Bar: sure if they serve minors:)
B - Birthday?: july 31..make a mental note of that one jess
C - Crush: i prefer grape crush to orange crush....
C - Car: im alll about the benzes (my middle name after all is marcedes)
C - Cat: my cat died...we dont talk about him.
D - Dead Pets Name: murphy, stitch, and the recently 6 feet under princess lucy
D - Dads Name: jeff
D - Dog: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! WHERE?!?!?!??!
E - Easiest person to talk to: ogus. for sure.
E - Eggs: scrambled eggwhites
E - Email: alex_palex69@hotmail.com who uses email anyway?
F - Favorite color: pink, blue, yellow
F - Food: hmm ... fettucini alfredo with grilled chicken and diced tomatoes please:)
F - Foreign Slang: anthing in german will make me pee my pants
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy worms
G - God: im a jew. baruch atta adonai ( thats hebrew gabi)
G - Good Time: CAMP CAMP CAMP AND CAMP
H - Hair Color: dark brown/black
H - Height: 5"3
H - Happy: sure. stressed, but going on vaca soon.
I - Ice Cream: vanilla
I - Instrument: voice, piano
I - Idol: audrey hepburn
J - Jewelry: diamonds please. anything from tiffany & co. actually
J - Job: a what?
J - Joke: why do chinese people have flat faces? ever heard of air bags?
K - Kids: 4 named brandon, dylan, marly, and layla. (i swear i wanted to name my kid brandon before i liked him)
K - karate: HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH. karate. do i look like the karate kid to you? hey...
K - kite: arlen and i tried to fly one once. we werent successful.
L - Longest Car Ride: florida..24 hours
L - Longest Relationship: 9 months
L - Last Person you spoke to on the Phone: my moms friend ann....
M - Milk Flavor: i dont drink milk unless its in cereal.
M - Mothers Name: Linda
M - Movie Last Watched: On Golden Pond. an oldie but a goodie. Henry and Jane Fonda, Katharine Hepburn.
N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern: huh?
N - Name: Alexandra Marcedes Whitehead
O - One Wish?: i wish that boys would want relationships and would not be assholes.
O - One Phobia? spiders! ( and barf)
O - Only goal: get superrich and marry a hunk.
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: divorced
P - Part of your appearance that you like best: face (boobs)
P - Part of your Personality you like best: umm...sense of humor?
Q - Quote: happy is what happens when all your dreams come true! (ew jess, excuse me while i barf) how about "Be strong, believe in freedom and in God, love yourself, understand your sexuality, have a sense of humor, masturbate, don't judge people by their religion, color or sexual habits, love life and your family." - Madonna
Q - Question for the next person: prolly "whats up"
Q - Quick or Slow?: quick;)
R - Reason to smile: because ur hot and u know it
R - Reality TV Show: the oc...very realistic...hahah no how bout america's next top model
R - right or Left: right
S - Song Last Heard: check up on it- beyonce ft. slim thug
S - Season: summer
S - Sex: hahah do i ever not think about sex? i should have been a guy.
T - Time you woke up: omg some god forsaken hour.
T - Time now: 9:55pm
T - Time for bed: 11:00
U - Unknown Facts about me: i can run really fast.
U - Unicorns?: sure....
U - U are a......?: girl? human? what?
V - Vegetable you hate: onion
V - Vegetable you love: tomato
V - View on Politics: canadian politics= bullshit. steven harper= homo/annoying. politic therefore = a waste of everyone's time.
W- Worst Habits: biting my nails.
W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: no idea
W- Where are you traveling to next? california, mexican riviera
X - X-Rays: CAT scan, MRI, ankle
X - X-Rated Porn: hehehe. just ask ogus chanel kudlow and dayna what we do when we're blitzed.
X - chromosome: yes, chromosomes, DNA....hahahah yeah whaaaaaatever guy.
Y - Year you were born: 1991
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow? (8) look at the stars, look how they shine for you, with everything you do, and we were all yellow(8)
Z - Zoo Animal: monkeys! DUH!
Z - Zodiac: leo..the lion....ROAR!
Z- Zests: isnt that a cheap type of soap that poor people buy at like....wal-mart? zellers? i dunno where they hang out |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
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| | Constellations- Jack Johnson | ] |
i have a huge history project due tomorrow. but i dont care. oh, ill get it done eventually. hey i miss lj! i like it! got my nails done today and then went to burger king...im such a fatass. i was reading all my old livejournals about brandon. he honestly is so hot...everytime i look at him i have little shitfits. i dont know what a shitfit is. haha i think all you guys should be just getting back from the SPRING FLING. OOOOOHHHH....hahaha. spring fling!! oo la la. i want to talk to brandon. actually, more like i want to pounce on him. does anyone care about the invasion of sicily in world war 2? um....no! maybe old stinky war vets in a seniors home...but not me. does anyone care that ari had sex? um....yes. HE HAS SEX LIKE EVERY SINGLE DAY! i dont understand...how could he move on so quickly if he "loved me"? why did i break up with him again? |
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[Mar. 6th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
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| | Sheena is a punk rocker- The Ramones | ] |
i just noticed my stomach is getting fat. shit. right before vacation....ahhhh. i love brandon i love brandon i love brandon. had a close call with him this weekend..but that worked out okay. anyhow, lately all i can think about is ari. i know, weird....hes going out with kaela now...and they...sealed the envelope, did the deed..they basically had sex. and i cant deal with it!! HE HAD SEX! ARI IS NO LONGER A VIRGIN! i cant believe it. ari had sex. and his mom is splitting up with matt's dad.....and ari had sex.ar had sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx he had sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxx im never getting over this. never. i wil never be able to look at him ever again. HE had SEX. ari mendell had sex with this girl.
so
why do i care? |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2006|01:12 pm] |
HAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bon Jovi last night was AMAZINGGGG. it was honestly incredible, words cannot even describe. lots of funny stories....like ok there was this couple sitting behind us they were probably in their 40's, and the bitch pokes me and shes like " EXCUSE ME CAN YOU PLEASE SIT DOWN I CANT SEE." so i sit down out of politeness for maybe 25 seconds and im like wtf its a concert i can stand up lol. So i stand up and hshe pokes me again (harder this time) and shes like "I THINK I JUST ASKED YOU TO SIT DOWN." So i was like " hey, this is a concert. a rock concert. take a look around you- people stand up. if its such a problem, i suggest you take an interest in opera." HAHAHAH she was such a mucho bitch she was bugging everyone around us. Bon Jovi is SOSOSOOSOSOSOSO hot. argggg. Hot like a certain Matt. HAHAH MATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i want him in my pants. yesss i get to see my sister!! yay. this weekend is alexa's bat mitzvah, and hten sleping at jess's house...then on saturday going to alexa's party at the distillery, but really sneaking out in the middle with lauren to go to maya's gig/ wang's concert...heheheh. which means i get to see maya and brittyy! yesssss. mmmmmmm matty. anyway i must study for exams. farewell!!
jess- you are going to have the preppiest kids with those names...vanessa alexa marlee?? jeez |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|10:15 pm] |
contrary to what jess may have told you...
ok. we did have sex.
im not going to lie.
it was great.
i want more.
i cant help myself.
hahhahaahahhaahah hohohohohohoggyhoggyhohoho i should be doing my french but its GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i suppose i still have to do it. i wil walk into french tomorrow and be like "THIS HOMEWORK STINKS!" right in madame aalaie's face. but i wont, because i lover her. teehee.
i miss martha and giovanna!!!!!!! i wanna go visit them on easter weekend!!! maybe i will.
jess- i love you. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
Wow. You guys are right. I can't believe that 2005 is over. A lot has happened during the year. Lots of bad things, lots of good things. My list of guys has skyrocketed to an all-time high. I have been with 8 guys this year. I had my heart broken at least 4 times by a boy. I have gotten into 4 or 5 fights with Gabi. I have gotten into countless fights with my parents. My sister went to university. I turned 14. I went to camp. My mom got a new job. Jeff got a new car. I made lots of new friends who will probably be with me for years. I ended some relationships also. I grew closer with some people. I tried new things. Good and bad. I lied. I cheated. I broke the law countless times. I drifted apart from a friend. I made lots of mistakes, that I can't take back now and I regret. Yes, I do have regrets. My grandfather has been hospitalized 4 times in the past year, and to start off 2006 he will be in the hospital. I made two new best friends- one of them being my brother.
Now, as far as New Years resolutions go...I'm not really big on them. A new year doesn't really mean anything to me, it's really just the end of another 12 months and a time where the gym is packed with overweight middle-aged women who made New Years resolutions to lose 10 pounds and give up after the beginning of February.
But hey, you gotta hand it to us. We survived. We had a few um...speedbumps on the way perhaps. Speedbumps, earthquakes, tsumanis, terrorist attacks, bombings, wars, and we weren't affected at all. Maybe the new year is a time to think about those who are less forunate. Those who were affected. I mean, all those things that we've cried about. Think about the last time you were sad. Was it about a boy? Was it becuase you were in a fight with your mom, or your friend? Think about the people in Israel, or in Iraq, or in Africa who live everyday fearing for their lives. Our problems seem kind of trivial. So...the bottom line is SUCK IT UP BABY! Because we all have it pretty dam good.
Merry Christmas, Happy Hannukah, Jokes Kwanza.
Don't get too drunk on New Years. I'll be drunk enough for all of us.
Hehehhehe. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2005|06:13 pm] |
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Today Gabi came over and we watched the camp video and went for lunch and i saw Seth! Who was like one of my really good friends at camp and it made me really happy. And I have this ridiculous HUGE smile on my face and it's been there for 24 hours and I can't get it off. Because of Matt. I need to finish with him. I can't deal with rejection. And he apologized for everthing and he fully realizes what he did. And he told me he was upset when I hooked up with Julien. And he seemed so nice, and we had a real conversation and it made me so happy. I just can't get this dam smile off my face. I love boys. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2005|11:18 pm] |
Today was boring. Went to zoe's, Carrie and Erica were there and Aaron and Jamie (Carrie's hot-ish brother who is also Oguses fuch buddy) Scandalous, i know.
Hmm. So the thing thats been on my mind is Feinstein. I mean he didnt get down on one knee and propose? all he did was compliment me in such a guy-ish way and tel me to chill. Gave me his number. But im acting like he asked me out or something...I'm acting how i did in the summer. Which is crazy. Because he definetely just wants to fool around..I mean hes a nice guy. He's just Feinstein. You guys can call him an asshole but hes not its just the way he is. I can't really explain it. And I'm intrigued. I know that people will tell me not to get involved with him...and I know it's probably the best advice but I can't say no when it comes to him. But I thikn i have unfinished feelings for him. I don't know. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|07:54 pm] |
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HAHHA JESS ANNA IS FOREIGN!!! PS- ANNA, SOMEDAY I WILL FIND OUT A WAY TO PROTECT MANKIND! FOR NOW, I JUST PROTECT MANHOODS! *WINK WINK* IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN....IF YOU DO KNOW WHAT I MEAN YOU'RE A FREAKING GOD CUZ THAT MADE NO SENSE. HAHH IM SOOOO EXCITED. IS ANNA COMIN ON WEDNESDAY?? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|11:37 pm] |
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doing history homework. probably shouldn't have left all my homework to sunday night. oh well. jess- honestly i was in the same situation with ari and brandon. i don't think it's fair to go out with kirsh and like his best friend...but really you can't go out with evan or with cam when you like kirsh. (or even or cam..) you cant have them all. i know, secretly you have fantasies about the 3 of them..unless you dont and im the only one having secret fantasies...ahem. anyways. you need to pick one. that's all i can say. you know what? girls always complain that they have no boys...then we also complain when we have to choose. my thought of the day- girls just love to complain. anyway...i broke up with ari. im so happy about it. really. im so happy...especially because he's happy too. so...another question--- what does the future hold for me and brandon? ahh i shouldn't even be thinking this. im a terrible person. i think my brother would actually kill me. its quite possible. heheh...i can still dream though right? |
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
sooo depressed. ogus isn't allowed back to camp...britty now says she doesnt wanna come becuase ogus isnt coming, maya, metz and chloe is only coming second month. chanel might not be accepted back. that is why my whole summer is going to SUCK ASS
on a brighter note:
IM GOING ON A CRUISE. i honestly need a vacation SOOOO badly!! ari is getting waaay to obssessed. i go through phases where i like him, and then phases where i dont. i think this means a breakup is nearing. i dont know. hopefully not. jess- we have to get together. gabi- ditto. anna- ditto. i miss you (especially anna) actually, i dont really miss jess and gabi haha. cuz i see them all the time and love them.
ughh i want school to be OVER ALREADY! i need to just restt and sleep for the rest of my life.
i think britt will end up coming back.
i hope.
argggggg i need ogus to live.
fuck. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|10:18 pm] |
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sooo stressed. i have soo much to do! Like honestly...this weekend i think im doing volunteer. all next week is winterlude. next saturday from 9:30-6:00 im working, then all night i am babysitting. arggg i have soo much to do. i hate being stressseddddd. also im gaining weight LIKE A COW!! honestly i need to lose weight. DONT LET ME GO NEAR THE VENDING MACHINES AT SCHOOL! i think that ari is waaaay too obsessed with me but once he sees how bad of a person i truly am, he will want out. i hope. because...i dont know. everything with him is so intense. its not fun anymore. i feel like we're so serious and weve only been together for like..a month. hes so un-fun. maybe im just not girlfriend material. jess said...she said that im that girl that always gets bored. is that true? comment, let me know! i dont want to be that girl. but apparently, i am. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
woooo ari came over today! woooooo
hehe. i think he has a medium penis. actually, it might be small. i definetely hope he never reads this. hahahhah that would be the end of me.
i went to meet with a vocal teacher she really likes me and were gonna start! woooohooooo
then i went for dinner. granpa is back in the hospital. really scared. gramdma bawling on the phone...im sure hell be fine though.
DAM YOU PEOPLE WITH YOUR STUPID POEMS! (im really just jealous because i cant write poetry)
FUCK EMILY IS ANNOYING! get her away from me!!!
so excited for chillls with jess. i love her!
and she loves me!
last time i checked
gabi, we may be interested in a little harry potter action. ill have my people call yours
see you all in the new year!!!!!!!!!!
(hahah what???) |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
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arggg...so last nigt i talked to ari. and he basically told me he loves me and respects me, he's never felt this way before blah blah. nothing i havent heard before, but this time i feel like he actually means it which scares the hell out of me. and i told him i like him a lot, but i dont really want to say "i love you" anymore. because when you think about it, its a huge thing to say. and i dont think i feel that way about him. we also decided our status. we're "together" whatever the fuck that means. i think it means we're exactly where we started. nowhere. so basically i should be like shitting my pants and running to shoppers to buy depends because i wanted ari, i got him and now he loves me. but there's one teensy problem: brandon. quite possibly the HOTTEST BOY ON THE PLANET. even my mom and carly think hes hot! and my mom isnt a like a pedofile freak that likes boys who are 30 years younger than her, he is just SMOKIN! and he also is one or ari and not to mention arlen's best friends which fucking BLOWS for me. ahhhh how can i like ari and also like brandon? david told me somthing smart today: "dont leave the one you love for the one you like." ah shit. i dont know what to do with myself. that sounded kind of dirty. haha. i dont know. post some comments with advice please!!! i tried to talk to u guys at school but emily was there and gabi had to talk to ms. donaghy so give me advice! |
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| I AM THE QUEEN |
[Nov. 2nd, 2005|10:52 pm] |
yes, dam fuckin right im the queen. HAHAAH!!!! jessica carly sinclair. i love you. i am having so much fun with muself right now. ew, not like that. haha
ari loveessss me and i looove him and we are in loooove.
my lover, and only friend aka jess is LEAVING TO GO WHERE THE BLOODY GORGEOUS LIVE (aka vancouver where rob, the guy who i met in the dominican) WOAH THAT WAS SCARY HE JUST SIGNED IN!
jess: i will miss you and i will write yu a plane letter. that wil make you laugh, cry, and maybe even fart.
next: ALEX IS OFF TO FOREST HILL THIS FRIDAY! Forest hill residents, HOLD ON TO YOUR HATS! muahahaha. tres tres excited i getta see kudlow ogus chanel dayna and nemtean...yes that is right i said ariel nemtean. yikes...this could be interesting.
alex is also GOING ON A CRUISEE!!! that leaves from texas. SUCK ON THAT BITCHES!
i am out
peace homies
hahah i wish i was black
ps- o-town is soooo cool they are coming back, i can feel it
oh boy bands. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|08:01 pm] |
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yeah, jess...about that coloured bird poo. ahem. hahah today was fun...well not during the day. but after school cuz ARIII came over!!! ohh how i love that boy. but a lot of the time i feel like he loves me a lot much more than i love him. oh well. ogus says thats how it should be. what else...i should be studying for math but i CANT because i am mentally challenged. lol. wooot cabin reunion at my house friday! 1st month, 2nd month..everyone is coming haha. should be fun. excited for halloween jess! anyway...everthing is sooo good right now...nothing to complain about. i hate complainers. |
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