alexxpalex

alexxpalex @ 2006-05-28T16:19:00

2006-05-28T20:19:49Z

rip mrs. lapensee
i cant even believe she died! she died..thats susans mom. thats honestly the worst thing ive ever heard.
urghhhh

lalalalaallalalaaaaa

2006-05-01T01:34:46Z

i gotta go to the bathroom
hold on
ok im back
that feels better
i also stole a shirt from carly's closet while i was there
i love that my sister is back
OMGGGG such a good weekend
WHO IS CALLING ME
its mommy calling from downstairs
she wants to know if i want to watch flightplan
IVE ALREADY SEEN THAT!!! grrr
oh well at least i dont have to spend family time
suchhhh a good weekend. right.
JULIEN.
ahhh
he wants me
i can feel it
i want him
I WANT JULIEN
ahhh hes so hot he grew out his hair the TINIEST BIT
but the only problem is he might not come back to camp
YOU CUT ME DOWN A TREE YOU BROUGHT IT BACK TO ME AND THATS WHAT THEY SHOULD SEE....im listneing to coldplay
"Thats where i belong, and you belong with me" how sweeet is that
i want a boyfriend dammit
im tired of being the promiscous whore
:(
whos excited for fashion show? not me/
actually, we get to miss a lot of class
so thats always good
and i had ABSOLUTLEY NO HOMEWORK THIS WEEKEND
FUCKKIN RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt
wooooo
jess, i love you. they can all fuck themselves.
im sur[prisinly happy.
fine. im going to watch flightplan even though ive seen it and its not good.
family time is always best when its forced8-)

alexxpalex @ 2006-04-17T22:41:00

2006-04-18T02:43:30Z

i cant remember ever having a better night in my life. except now im in SOOOO much trouble....im not allowed to sleep out till camp. yikes. ah well....im not going to say it was worth it because it wasn't. but it was still an awesome night. this time though...matt's not gonna suck me back in. ive got him this time. ive got him wrapped around my swollen finger. ( my infection is getting better though. hehehehe
i love anna
and il oev jess
and all in all, an excellent weekend
i love long weekends.

hm........????

2006-04-12T01:28:09Z

i am laughing for no particular reason. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
glad i got that out
eeeeew passover coming soon...like tomorrow
also jeff's birthday
i know you all already have that in your calendars. hahaha
WOOO LONG WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!
yayyyyyyyyyy
want to get some good ol feinstein action this weekend
purrrr
on thep hone with jess
makin plans;)
mmm plans

heheh i love these things

2006-03-08T02:59:07Z

A - Available? of course
A - Age?: 14
A - Annoyance: LACUNA COIL!!!!!!!! (aka worst band in the world), immigrants who cant speak the language, dumb people, nicole richie and paris hilton's fight ( just make up already!!), and homework.

B - Best Friend?: ogus, amy, britt, jess, gabi, anna
B - Bar: sure if they serve minors:)
B - Birthday?: july 31..make a mental note of that one jess

C - Crush: i prefer grape crush to orange crush....
C - Car: im alll about the benzes (my middle name after all is marcedes)
C - Cat: my cat died...we dont talk about him.

D - Dead Pets Name: murphy, stitch, and the recently 6 feet under princess lucy
D - Dads Name: jeff
D - Dog: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! WHERE?!?!?!??!

E - Easiest person to talk to: ogus. for sure.
E - Eggs: scrambled eggwhites
E - Email: alex_palex69@hotmail.com who uses email anyway?

F - Favorite color: pink, blue, yellow
F - Food: hmm ... fettucini alfredo with grilled chicken and diced tomatoes please:)
F - Foreign Slang: anthing in german will make me pee my pants

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy worms
G - God: im a jew. baruch atta adonai ( thats hebrew gabi)
G - Good Time: CAMP CAMP CAMP AND CAMP

H - Hair Color: dark brown/black
H - Height: 5"3
H - Happy: sure. stressed, but going on vaca soon.

I - Ice Cream: vanilla
I - Instrument: voice, piano
I - Idol: audrey hepburn

J - Jewelry: diamonds please. anything from tiffany & co. actually
J - Job: a what?
J - Joke: why do chinese people have flat faces? ever heard of air bags?

K - Kids: 4 named brandon, dylan, marly, and layla. (i swear i wanted to name my kid brandon before i liked him)
K - karate: HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH. karate. do i look like the karate kid to you? hey...
K - kite: arlen and i tried to fly one once. we werent successful.

L - Longest Car Ride: florida..24 hours
L - Longest Relationship: 9 months
L - Last Person you spoke to on the Phone: my moms friend ann....

M - Milk Flavor: i dont drink milk unless its in cereal.
M - Mothers Name: Linda
M - Movie Last Watched: On Golden Pond. an oldie but a goodie. Henry and Jane Fonda, Katharine Hepburn.

N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern: huh?
N - Name: Alexandra Marcedes Whitehead

O - One Wish?: i wish that boys would want relationships and would not be assholes.
O - One Phobia? spiders! ( and barf)
O - Only goal: get superrich and marry a hunk.

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: divorced
P - Part of your appearance that you like best: face (boobs)
P - Part of your Personality you like best: umm...sense of humor?

Q - Quote: happy is what happens when all your dreams come true! (ew jess, excuse me while i barf) how about "Be strong, believe in freedom and in God, love yourself, understand your sexuality, have a sense of humor, masturbate, don't judge people by their religion, color or sexual habits, love life and your family." - Madonna

Q - Question for the next person: prolly "whats up"
Q - Quick or Slow?: quick;)

R - Reason to smile: because ur hot and u know it
R - Reality TV Show: the oc...very realistic...hahah no how bout america's next top model
R - right or Left: right

S - Song Last Heard: check up on it- beyonce ft. slim thug
S - Season: summer
S - Sex: hahah do i ever not think about sex? i should have been a guy.

T - Time you woke up: omg some god forsaken hour.
T - Time now: 9:55pm
T - Time for bed: 11:00

U - Unknown Facts about me: i can run really fast.
U - Unicorns?: sure....
U - U are a......?: girl? human? what?

V - Vegetable you hate: onion
V - Vegetable you love: tomato
V - View on Politics: canadian politics= bullshit. steven harper= homo/annoying. politic therefore = a waste of everyone's time.

W- Worst Habits: biting my nails.
W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: no idea
W- Where are you traveling to next? california, mexican riviera

X - X-Rays: CAT scan, MRI, ankle
X - X-Rated Porn: hehehe. just ask ogus chanel kudlow and dayna what we do when we're blitzed.
X - chromosome: yes, chromosomes, DNA....hahahah yeah whaaaaaatever guy.

Y - Year you were born: 1991
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow? (8) look at the stars, look how they shine for you, with everything you do, and we were all yellow(8)

Z - Zoo Animal: monkeys! DUH!
Z - Zodiac: leo..the lion....ROAR!
Z- Zests: isnt that a cheap type of soap that poor people buy at like....wal-mart? zellers? i dunno where they hang out

history project...

2006-03-08T02:33:11Z

i have a huge history project due tomorrow. but i dont care. oh, ill get it done eventually. hey i miss lj! i like it! got my nails done today and then went to burger king...im such a fatass. i was reading all my old livejournals about brandon. he honestly is so hot...everytime i look at him i have little shitfits. i dont know what a shitfit is. haha i think all you guys should be just getting back from the SPRING FLING. OOOOOHHHH....hahaha. spring fling!! oo la la. i want to talk to brandon. actually, more like i want to pounce on him. does anyone care about the invasion of sicily in world war 2? um....no! maybe old stinky war vets in a seniors home...but not me. does anyone care that ari had sex? um....yes. HE HAS SEX LIKE EVERY SINGLE DAY! i dont understand...how could he move on so quickly if he "loved me"? why did i break up with him again?

im getting fat....

2006-03-07T03:09:08Z

i just noticed my stomach is getting fat. shit. right before vacation....ahhhh. i love brandon i love brandon i love brandon. had a close call with him this weekend..but that worked out okay. anyhow, lately all i can think about is ari. i know, weird....hes going out with kaela now...and they...sealed the envelope, did the deed..they basically had sex. and i cant deal with it!! HE HAD SEX! ARI IS NO LONGER A VIRGIN! i cant believe it. ari had sex. and his mom is splitting up with matt's dad.....and ari had sex.ar had sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx he had sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxx im never getting over this. never. i wil never be able to look at him ever again. HE had SEX. ari mendell had sex with this girl.
so
why do i care?

alexxpalex @ 2006-01-22T13:12:00

2006-01-22T18:18:42Z

HAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bon Jovi last night was AMAZINGGGG. it was honestly incredible, words cannot even describe. lots of funny stories....like ok there was this couple sitting behind us they were probably in their 40's, and the bitch pokes me and shes like " EXCUSE ME CAN YOU PLEASE SIT DOWN I CANT SEE." so i sit down out of politeness for maybe 25 seconds and im like wtf its a concert i can stand up lol. So i stand up and hshe pokes me again (harder this time) and shes like "I THINK I JUST ASKED YOU TO SIT DOWN." So i was like " hey, this is a concert. a rock concert. take a look around you- people stand up. if its such a problem, i suggest you take an interest in opera." HAHAHAH she was such a mucho bitch she was bugging everyone around us. Bon Jovi is SOSOSOOSOSOSOSO hot. argggg. Hot like a certain Matt. HAHAH MATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i want him in my pants. yesss i get to see my sister!! yay. this weekend is alexa's bat mitzvah, and hten sleping at jess's house...then on saturday going to alexa's party at the distillery, but really sneaking out in the middle with lauren to go to maya's gig/ wang's concert...heheheh. which means i get to see maya and brittyy! yesssss. mmmmmmm matty. anyway i must study for exams. farewell!!
jess- you are going to have the preppiest kids with those names...vanessa alexa marlee?? jeez

alexxpalex @ 2006-01-05T22:15:00

2006-01-06T03:16:41Z

contrary to what jess may have told you...
ok. we did have sex.
im not going to lie.
it was great.
i want more.
i cant help myself.
hahhahaahahhaahah hohohohohohoggyhoggyhohoho i should be doing my french but its GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i suppose i still have to do it. i wil walk into french tomorrow and be like "THIS HOMEWORK STINKS!" right in madame aalaie's face. but i wont, because i lover her. teehee.
i miss martha and giovanna!!!!!!! i wanna go visit them on easter weekend!!! maybe i will.
jess- i love you.

alexxpalex @ 2005-12-20T20:25:00

2005-12-21T01:38:28Z

Wow. You guys are right. I can't believe that 2005 is over. A lot has happened during the year. Lots of bad things, lots of good things. My list of guys has skyrocketed to an all-time high. I have been with 8 guys this year. I had my heart broken at least 4 times by a boy. I have gotten into 4 or 5 fights with Gabi. I have gotten into countless fights with my parents. My sister went to university. I turned 14. I went to camp. My mom got a new job. Jeff got a new car. I made lots of new friends who will probably be with me for years. I ended some relationships also. I grew closer with some people. I tried new things. Good and bad. I lied. I cheated. I broke the law countless times. I drifted apart from a friend. I made lots of mistakes, that I can't take back now and I regret. Yes, I do have regrets. My grandfather has been hospitalized 4 times in the past year, and to start off 2006 he will be in the hospital. I made two new best friends- one of them being my brother.

Now, as far as New Years resolutions go...I'm not really big on them. A new year doesn't really mean anything to me, it's really just the end of another 12 months and a time where the gym is packed with overweight middle-aged women who made New Years resolutions to lose 10 pounds and give up after the beginning of February.

But hey, you gotta hand it to us. We survived. We had a few um...speedbumps on the way perhaps. Speedbumps, earthquakes, tsumanis, terrorist attacks, bombings, wars, and we weren't affected at all. Maybe the new year is a time to think about those who are less forunate. Those who were affected. I mean, all those things that we've cried about. Think about the last time you were sad. Was it about a boy? Was it becuase you were in a fight with your mom, or your friend? Think about the people in Israel, or in Iraq, or in Africa who live everyday fearing for their lives. Our problems seem kind of trivial. So...the bottom line is SUCK IT UP BABY! Because we all have it pretty dam good.

Merry Christmas, Happy Hannukah, Jokes Kwanza.
Don't get too drunk on New Years. I'll be drunk enough for all of us.
Hehehhehe.

alexxpalex @ 2005-12-19T18:13:00

2005-12-19T23:31:02Z

Today Gabi came over and we watched the camp video and went for lunch and i saw Seth! Who was like one of my really good friends at camp and it made me really happy. And I have this ridiculous HUGE smile on my face and it's been there for 24 hours and I can't get it off. Because of Matt. I need to finish with him. I can't deal with rejection. And he apologized for everthing and he fully realizes what he did. And he told me he was upset when I hooked up with Julien. And he seemed so nice, and we had a real conversation and it made me so happy. I just can't get this dam smile off my face. I love boys.

alexxpalex @ 2005-12-16T23:18:00

2005-12-17T04:30:45Z

Today was boring. Went to zoe's, Carrie and Erica were there and Aaron and Jamie (Carrie's hot-ish brother who is also Oguses fuch buddy) Scandalous, i know.

Hmm. So the thing thats been on my mind is Feinstein. I mean he didnt get down on one knee and propose? all he did was compliment me in such a guy-ish way and tel me to chill. Gave me his number. But im acting like he asked me out or something...I'm acting how i did in the summer. Which is crazy. Because he definetely just wants to fool around..I mean hes a nice guy. He's just Feinstein. You guys can call him an asshole but hes not its just the way he is. I can't really explain it. And I'm intrigued. I know that people will tell me not to get involved with him...and I know it's probably the best advice but I can't say no when it comes to him. But I thikn i have unfinished feelings for him. I don't know.

alexxpalex @ 2005-12-12T19:54:00

2005-12-13T00:54:43Z

HAHHA JESS ANNA IS FOREIGN!!! PS- ANNA, SOMEDAY I WILL FIND OUT A WAY TO PROTECT MANKIND! FOR NOW, I JUST PROTECT MANHOODS! *WINK WINK* IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN....IF YOU DO KNOW WHAT I MEAN YOU'RE A FREAKING GOD CUZ THAT MADE NO SENSE. HAHH IM SOOOO EXCITED. IS ANNA COMIN ON WEDNESDAY??

SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-12T04:37:45Z

doing history homework. probably shouldn't have left all my homework to sunday night. oh well. jess- honestly i was in the same situation with ari and brandon. i don't think it's fair to go out with kirsh and like his best friend...but really you can't go out with evan or with cam when you like kirsh. (or even or cam..) you cant have them all. i know, secretly you have fantasies about the 3 of them..unless you dont and im the only one having secret fantasies...ahem. anyways. you need to pick one. that's all i can say. you know what? girls always complain that they have no boys...then we also complain when we have to choose. my thought of the day- girls just love to complain. anyway...i broke up with ari. im so happy about it. really. im so happy...especially because he's happy too. so...another question--- what does the future hold for me and brandon? ahh i shouldn't even be thinking this. im a terrible person. i think my brother would actually kill me. its quite possible. heheh...i can still dream though right?

alexxpalex @ 2005-12-05T21:40:00

2005-12-06T02:45:46Z

sooo depressed. ogus isn't allowed back to camp...britty now says she doesnt wanna come becuase ogus isnt coming, maya, metz and chloe is only coming second month. chanel might not be accepted back. that is why my whole summer is going to SUCK ASS
on a brighter note:
IM GOING ON A CRUISE. i honestly need a vacation SOOOO badly!! ari is getting waaay to obssessed. i go through phases where i like him, and then phases where i dont. i think this means a breakup is nearing. i dont know. hopefully not. jess- we have to get together. gabi- ditto. anna- ditto. i miss you (especially anna) actually, i dont really miss jess and gabi haha. cuz i see them all the time and love them.
ughh i want school to be OVER ALREADY! i need to just restt and sleep for the rest of my life.
i think britt will end up coming back.
i hope.
argggggg i need ogus to live.
fuck.

alexxpalex @ 2005-12-01T22:18:00

2005-12-02T03:22:05Z

sooo stressed. i have soo much to do! Like honestly...this weekend i think im doing volunteer. all next week is winterlude. next saturday from 9:30-6:00 im working, then all night i am babysitting. arggg i have soo much to do. i hate being stressseddddd. also im gaining weight LIKE A COW!! honestly i need to lose weight. DONT LET ME GO NEAR THE VENDING MACHINES AT SCHOOL! i think that ari is waaaay too obsessed with me but once he sees how bad of a person i truly am, he will want out. i hope. because...i dont know. everything with him is so intense. its not fun anymore. i feel like we're so serious and weve only been together for like..a month. hes so un-fun. maybe im just not girlfriend material. jess said...she said that im that girl that always gets bored. is that true? comment, let me know! i dont want to be that girl. but apparently, i am.

alexxpalex @ 2005-11-16T22:20:00

2005-11-17T03:26:41Z

woooo ari came over today! woooooo
hehe. i think he has a medium penis. actually, it might be small. i definetely hope he never reads this. hahahhah that would be the end of me.
i went to meet with a vocal teacher she really likes me and were gonna start! woooohooooo
then i went for dinner. granpa is back in the hospital. really scared. gramdma bawling on the phone...im sure hell be fine though.
DAM YOU PEOPLE WITH YOUR STUPID POEMS! (im really just jealous because i cant write poetry)
FUCK EMILY IS ANNOYING! get her away from me!!!
so excited for chillls with jess. i love her!
and she loves me!
last time i checked
gabi, we may be interested in a little harry potter action. ill have my people call yours
see you all in the new year!!!!!!!!!!
(hahah what???)

confused and mad at myself

2005-11-15T02:56:43Z

arggg...so last nigt i talked to ari. and he basically told me he loves me and respects me, he's never felt this way before blah blah. nothing i havent heard before, but this time i feel like he actually means it which scares the hell out of me. and i told him i like him a lot, but i dont really want to say "i love you" anymore. because when you think about it, its a huge thing to say. and i dont think i feel that way about him. we also decided our status. we're "together" whatever the fuck that means. i think it means we're exactly where we started. nowhere. so basically i should be like shitting my pants and running to shoppers to buy depends because i wanted ari, i got him and now he loves me. but there's one teensy problem: brandon. quite possibly the HOTTEST BOY ON THE PLANET. even my mom and carly think hes hot! and my mom isnt a like a pedofile freak that likes boys who are 30 years younger than her, he is just SMOKIN! and he also is one or ari and not to mention arlen's best friends which fucking BLOWS for me. ahhhh how can i like ari and also like brandon? david told me somthing smart today: "dont leave the one you love for the one you like." ah shit. i dont know what to do with myself. that sounded kind of dirty. haha. i dont know. post some comments with advice please!!! i tried to talk to u guys at school but emily was there and gabi had to talk to ms. donaghy so give me advice!

I AM THE QUEEN

2005-11-03T03:57:01Z

yes, dam fuckin right im the queen. HAHAAH!!!! jessica carly sinclair. i love you. i am having so much fun with muself right now. ew, not like that. haha
ari loveessss me and i looove him and we are in loooove.
my lover, and only friend aka jess is LEAVING TO GO WHERE THE BLOODY GORGEOUS LIVE (aka vancouver where rob, the guy who i met in the dominican) WOAH THAT WAS SCARY HE JUST SIGNED IN!
jess: i will miss you and i will write yu a plane letter. that wil make you laugh, cry, and maybe even fart.
next: ALEX IS OFF TO FOREST HILL THIS FRIDAY! Forest hill residents, HOLD ON TO YOUR HATS! muahahaha. tres tres excited i getta see kudlow ogus chanel dayna and nemtean...yes that is right i said ariel nemtean. yikes...this could be interesting.
alex is also GOING ON A CRUISEE!!! that leaves from texas. SUCK ON THAT BITCHES!
i am out
peace homies
hahah i wish i was black
ps- o-town is soooo cool they are coming back, i can feel it
oh boy bands.

alexxpalex @ 2005-10-26T20:01:00

2005-10-27T00:07:40Z

yeah, jess...about that coloured bird poo. ahem. hahah today was fun...well not during the day. but after school cuz ARIII came over!!! ohh how i love that boy. but a lot of the time i feel like he loves me a lot much more than i love him. oh well. ogus says thats how it should be. what else...i should be studying for math but i CANT because i am mentally challenged. lol. wooot cabin reunion at my house friday! 1st month, 2nd month..everyone is coming haha. should be fun. excited for halloween jess! anyway...everthing is sooo good right now...nothing to complain about. i hate complainers.

alexxpalex @ 2005-10-24T19:06:00

2005-10-24T23:09:02Z

dont even care anymore...its not worth my time

oww i have a huge bruise on my knee and no idea how it got there
jess....i have to say i love you. honestly, we NEvER fight. we are actually the same person and i just wanna know that even though you are MY ONLY FRIEND hah just joking, i have 2 others....i love you and you are my best friend. and i love ari!!!!!!!!!

alexxpalex @ 2005-10-13T22:15:00

2005-10-14T03:00:04Z

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yesh
(4) Want to be?: what..
(5) Your birth day: july 31th
(6) Age you act: depends on who im around
(7) Age you wish you were: i like being 14 but sometimes i wish i was older
(8) Your height: 5"3 baby
(9) The color of your eyes: sometimes green sometimes hazel
(10) Happy with it?: ya
(11) The color of your hair: dark dark brown, only cuz i dyed it. but its still dark brown
(12) Happy with it?: yeah
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: in a house with my mom, stepdad, and stepbrother stepsister at university
(27) Your family: same as above
(29) What's your job: student
(30) Piercings?: ears (lobes and cartlidge)
(31) Tattoos?: I wish... a small one though
(32) Obsessions?: pick any boy ive ever liked...seriously. take your pick
(35) Do you speak another language? si, signor. haha no not really
(36) Have a favorite quote?: i like lots..."judge me all you want but keep the verdict to yourself" is a good one
(37) Do you have a webpage?: no i usded to

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yepp
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty tolerant, unless im just having one of those days...which sometimes is quite often
(40) Do you have any secrets?: of course but im a prety open person
(41) Do you hate yourself?: only when i make a fool out of myself.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?:haha i write like a boy
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: um i bite my nails
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: " you look so much older" " you have such nice eyes"
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i dunno..how bout "JUST ALEX" hah
(46) What's your biggest fear?: getting my heart broken, getting rejected
(47) Can you sing: hah not really
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ahah not that i know of
(49) Are you a loner?: no. haha
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah lol
(52) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes. depends
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate that im so OBSESSIVE and sometimes selfish,and i always feel i can be a better friend
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: hmm i dont know what passive means so i guess im agressive
(55) Have you got a ?: yes. why is everything always the same with every guy?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength? im very outoing and strongwilled. weakness? im emotional, and im probably not good at hearing the word no
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: lots of things...
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: i yell at the people who i love th most
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes...not really actually im pretty much a mess
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: not anything major..just little things. like maybe i shouldnt have eaten that second piece of cake...
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: sometimes when you care about someone, you gotta put them before yourself
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
(65) And least?: my baldspot...haha
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes, but sometimes im ugly
(67) Are you confident?: yeah pretty confident
(68) What is the fictional character you are most like? i dunno

DO YOU...
(71) Smokeno
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?: sometimes
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah! hes a cow named moomoo
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yeah
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: haha yes sometimes
(80) Drive?: no
(81) Like to drive fast?:

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yeah
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes
(84) Been out of the country?: yeah man
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: hahah yup
(87) Been unfaithful?: To a boyfriend? Never.
(88) Been in love?: i always say im in love, but probably not
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yeah man..camp. good times
(92) Had a surgery?: i had a hernia operation once
(93) Ran away from home?: i moved into the basement once because i couldnt stand my brother
(94) Played strip poker: Yup!
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no
(97) Been picked on?: with a last name like whitehead, its pretty much unavoidable
(98) Been on stage?: yes... who hasnt?
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: HAHAHA...NO... but i would like to know someone who thats happend to
(100) Slept outdoors?: ya
(101) Thought about suicide?: of course but i would never
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: HELL YEAH!!! many of them
(103) If yes, what is your record?: i dunno
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: not all night.. i think till about 2:00 am
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes, my brother ahah and my cousin
(107) Slept all day?: today i slept from 2:30-7:00
(108) Killed someone?: ahah oh yeah all the time
(109) Made out with a stranger?: umm yes
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yeah
(112) Kissed the same sex?: hahah carrie levine, overnight first month nbb 05!!!
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: hah every one of my girl friends has squeezed my boobs...does that count? oh and i grab toris boobs everyday
(114) Been betrayed?: Of course.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: if you heard half my dreams....so the amswer is no.
(116) Broken the law?: yes i stole an apple from a grocery store in pickering when i was 3 and the guy told me he would call the police so i cried
(117) Met a famous person?: yeah...i met the guy who is the voice of krusty the clown on the simpsons..and i met smome politicians
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: haha my dad ran over a deer in pennslyvania
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: um no i dont think so
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: no but ive been close
(150) Considered religious vocation?: whats that
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: hahah not criticized, but i recall hearing the words " best fool ever"
(152) Bungee jumped?: at wonderland with my cousins lol
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? YEAH!!! its too weird

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: i dunno
(155) Brand of clothing?: im really into like vintage, boho stuff so i dont really know.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: lacoste, paris hilton and that new guess one
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: lots of stuff
(159) Wear hats?: hahah no
(161) Wear make-up?: Yes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: on bloor, yorkdale
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my guess jeans i LOVE THEM
(164) Are you trendy?: ithink so
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no WAY

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: i dont know
(167) Miracles?: yes
(168) Astrology?: i do.. i
(169) Magic?: not really
(170) God?: sometimes
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: no
(173) Ghosts?: no...but i dunno jess's house was scary
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: nope.. its called "physical attraction"...to quote my best friend gabi vilner
(176) Yin and Yang?: huh? i dont speak chinese
(177) Witches?:nope
(178) Easter bunny?: nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: lol
(181) Do you wish on stars?: no but every day at 11:11 i make a wish

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: hahah no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: um yeah
(184) Still love him/her?: no.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: only when it bites u in the ass
(186) What do you find romantic?: i dont know...little things.
(187) Turn-on?: pretty eyes, nice smile and a good personality....im a sucker for charm
(188) Turn-off?: i should say assholes, but i alawys seem to go for them so ill say smelliness
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no.
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: kinda bad
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?:knowing someone
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i dunno, once i asked a guy out in grade 5 but he rejected me and i havent since
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: um yeah
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i d ont know
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: honeslty, just being nice
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Some of them are assholes
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? hmmm...HERPES! hahah jokes
(208) Are you in love?: maybe
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont have a boyfriend...
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile, wink and flash them..hahah no

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: i think the spirits at jessicas house...
(212) You wanted to kill?: i dont wnt to KILL anyone.
(213) That you laughed at?: brittany's picture of gershon i almost peed
(214) That laughed at you?: hmm prolly ari
(215) That turned you on?: ari
(216) You went shopping with?: jess
(217) That broke your heart?: feinstein
(218) To disappoint you?: umm i dont know really. ari.
(219) To ask you out?: um i dont know...prolly gareth lol
(220) To make you cry?: i cant remember the last timem ic ried
(221) To brighten up your day?: my friends.
(222) That you thought about?: i dunno.
(223) You saw a movie with?: umm...jess i think...maybe.
(224) You talked to on the phone?: ogus
(225) You talked to through IM?: ari
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost?: um i dont know. my cat when i was 7
(229) You thought was completely insane?: i dont know every day?
(230) You wanted to be?: someone famous
(231) You told off?: lmy mom
(232) You trusted?: i dont know
(233) You turned down?: uhh gareth lol

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: ike 30 seocnds ago
(235) Laughed?: today
(236) Cried?: no idea
(237) Bought something?: umm i have no money lol prolly something from the vending machine
(238) Danced?: today in shul haha
(239) Were sarcastic?: like 5 minute ago
(240) hugged someone?: today i hugged like my whole family
(241) Talked to an ex?: today i just talked to ayal
(242) Watched your fave movie?: when sam and erica slept over we watched the notebook
(243) Had a nightmare?: not for w ahilwe
(245) Talked on the phone?:today
(246) Listened to the radio?: today
(247) Watched TV?: like yesterday morning i watched the news with arlen
(248) Went out?: uhh today i went to shul...does that cout?
(249) Helped someone?: i dunno. i held the door for someone today
(250) Were mean?: uh i yelled at my mom
(251) Sang?: today
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: i dont know..OOH I REMEMBER! I SAW A MOVIE WITH AMY....uhh it was 40 year old virgin
(253) Said "I love you"?: today to my mom
(254) Missed someone?: i miss someone every day.
(255) Fought with a family member?: id ont know
(256) Fought with a friend?: uhh
(257) Had a serious conversation?: im having one now
(258) Got drunk?: hmm.....
(259) Had sex?: never

alexxpalex @ 2005-08-30T14:22:00

2005-08-30T18:19:58Z

i have decided that I HATE BOYS!!!!!!!! well...i mean everyone who knows me even a little bit knows that i'll soon be taking that back but...haha. i really really like julien and i hope he likes me back its just that like...i want him to be straight up with me. i want him to tell me either yeah im into you or no im not that into you just so i can like...i dont know. i would like for him to be my boyfriend..havent had one of those in a while. im getting a little bit sick of hookups...well not sick of them but more like...i want some security. i want a guy to be there for me...not just to be there when he wants to fool around. i dont know. i mean i really have no reason to complain its just that i know ill see him, fool around and then probably either not see him for a while and just talk on msn. I DONT WANT THAT!! i want a boyfriend, a relationship...and i also want to tell all this to julien without scaring him off. ugh...and school is starting in like 1 week. i always get depressed at the beginning of every school year. i think its because I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE IN MY GRADE and i really dont like anyone in my whole school except for my girls (you know who you are). all i want to do is go back to camp...and just be with my camp friends. i mean, this whole summer i did not miss one thing from home. i mean sure i missed my city friends but like...when you're living with your best friends for 2 months you take it for granted and then when you get home it finally hits you...those were the best days of the whole year and they just flew by. and no camp year is exactly the same as the last..sometimes people dont come back or they change. i dont know. this stuff is making me sad now. anyways...more later. peace

nothing...

2005-08-25T02:24:25Z

first entry since being home...im so excited im seeing everyone...speaking of which IM SEEING JULIEN!!! ON THURSDAY!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!! i dont think we're "going out". well we aren't, but i hope maybe we might cuz i really like him. anyways i wanna fill out this survey...(does that make me self-centered?..oh well) so here goes:

Name: Alex Whitehead
Birthdate: July 31 1991
Birthplace: Scarborough
Current Location: Richmond Hill
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5"3
Weight: 115-120
Piercings: 3...one in each earlobe and my cartiledge
Tatoos: nope
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no..but hookups YES
Overused Phraze: "thats so sketchy" "you slut"
FAVORITES
Food: i dont have one..i just like to eat
Candy: swedish berries
Number: what?
Color: pink
Animal: cats and monkeys
Drink: nestea and a strawberries and creme bended creme frappuccino
Alcohol Drink: a cosmopolitan martini and pina colodas...and jess a VIRGIN daquiri is not an ALCOHOLIC drink...
Bagel: poppy seed
Letter: uhhh...i dunno
Body Part on Opposite sex: STOMACHHH
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing: mcdonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee
Kiss or Hug: kiss
Dog or Cat: cat
Rap or Punk: uhhh i duno either or...
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary movies or funny movies: depends on my mood
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: i dunno..when im tired?
Most Missed Memory: camp
Best phyiscal feature: eyes
First Thought Waking Up: i dont think when i wake up...
Goal for this year: stay outta trouble
Best Friends: i have lots but mainly gabi, jess, and amy
Weakness: i cant handle rejection
Fears: ...getting rejected
Heritage: half egyptian, and i think i have english blood...
Longest relationship: 9 months
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes
Ever Smoked: yes
Pot: ...
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been beaten up: me? haha maybe my brother
Ever beaten someone up: yeah i used to be able to beat my brother up
Ever Shoplifted: i tried to steal an apple from a grocery store when i was 3 but i got caught
Ever Skinny Dipped: course
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: course
Been Dumped Lately: umm...no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: i dunno
Favorite Hair Color: brown or blonde..no redheads
Short or Long: depends on the person
Height: tall but not lanky
Style: umm...anything but SKATER and WIGGER and GINO..i guess that means im picky, huh?
Looks or Personality: well, lately ive been going for looks but my advice is go for PERSONALITY cuz the good looking ones are almost always assholes
Hot or Cute: hottt
Drugs and Alcohol: yeah
Muscular or Really Skinny: in between
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: so many
What country do you want to Visit: italy
How do you want to Die: of old age
Been to the Mall Lately: yeah with amy..what a fun visit..
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Get along with your Parents: my mom is my bff
Health Freak: no
Do you think your Attractive: i dunno...
Believe in Yourself: when im not an idiot
Want to go to College: university..
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: on occasion
Shower Daily: duh
Been in Love: umm...no i dont think so
Do you Sing: pfft not well
Want to get Married: yes
Do you want Children: yeup
Have your future kids names planned out: layla, hallie, william, bradley
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: 16-17
Hate anyone: oh yeah

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

tiredddd

2005-06-21T14:31:14Z

its 10:22 am..yes that is correct. and i have been awake since 8:00 AM!! ON SUMMER VACATION!!! ew. haha, i am at my parents office doing some work for some cash..then im sleeping at my grandparents house tonight...i love my grandparents!! haha, anyways im sooo bored and i havent looked at this thing in a little bit..well since i was at jess's. jess baby...dont worry about a thing...ur not immature and ur a great girl and i looooove you (i also loooooobe you..hehe a bit of georgia nicohlson for you). anyways..so far summer vacation has been awesome...chillin with jess and kez, tobermory (which wasnt THAT horrible), THE OASIS CONCERT WITH amy, lor,kay, and car and seeing liza:) and going to trevors bar at the FOUR SEASONS...and yesterday..well i did nothing really i went to the gym and the dentist...i also sort of kind of a little bit made up with gabi but honestly we arent gonna see each other for 2 months so it will be a good break from each other i think. anyway..i g2g do some work or else im not gonna get paidddddd hahah. much love